Where I’m at Now
Right now I’m in the middle of slitting up with my boyfriend of about 4 1/2 years. We have lived together twice and now have decided that it just doesn’t work living together. I still love him very much but sometimes you just have to learn to accept what you can’t change.
So in the next couple of weeks my son and I will be moving to our own place out in the country. It’s actually the house we lived in before Doug and I bought a house together. It’s just a small little place but we liked it there and it was perfect for us and the 2 cats and the dog.
Although I know it’s for the best that we are not together I can’t help but miss him. I know this will pass and I think once we are in our own place it will be much better. Doug and I are attempting to remain friends and since we work at the same place I am really hoping we can work it out.
So for now I am just trying to find my way alone again. Well not totally alone as I still have my son but as you all know it’s just not the same. We have 2 cats one black with six toes who’s name is Idjet and the other one is a blonde brat. She is only about 6 months old and boy oh boy is she a handful. My son calls her Chaos but I call her little bitch…lol. And last but not least is my dog. This little shithead is going to be 2 on March 14th. I always said I would never pay alot for a dog but this little guy was really worth it, well most of the time anyways…lol. He’s a pure-bred Bassett Hound. Adorable little bugger that he is 
I work full time at an ice cream plant in town…well ok they call it full time but I only work 30 hrs a week but get paid for 40 the only down side is that it’s a weekend shift. Although for some weekends may not work it actually does for me right now. I only have my son every other weekend and those weekends he’s not here are REALLY long by myself.
I know what you are thinking. What about your friends….well let me be honest with you. I don’t really have any that I’m close with right now. Sure I have lots that I talk to about general things but no one really close that I can lean on other than my neice Michelle and my mom and they both have lives of their own. So basically it’s just me and my son.
Well I guess for now I’m going to sign off on the basic stuff. You will find more posts on the other topics as I create them. Take care
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